dIaBeTiC cHiCkEn

Report card, beach

Thu, 23 Aug 2007 01:12:26 GMT

Weather: rainy, cool for august

Well, i havnt updated in a while, 13 weeks to be exact according to livejournal, so i found some free time and an open computer and boom! im updating!

I got my senior parking pass. Number 97. Apparently there was only 147 passes, and 110 of them were in the senior lot, so i barly made it, even though i was there at 7:12am.

I got one of my four reports back from RISD. It was from my drawing class (, man that teacher was so loopy-doopy, but still awsome). I ended up getting an A in her class, and she said that she love my work overall, i just have to work on my line weight and developing my pieces, especialy my 5 minute posses with the models, and include backgrounds in them.

Going to be going to the beach on Saturday morning, looking forward to that. I'll be gone for a week so it will be nice to relaxe before school starts up and colleges start tto become more and more overwhelming.

We'll see what happens.

Art Display and Concert

Fri, 18 May 2007 17:58:41 GMT

Weather: cloudy and sunny time to time, on the cooler side

Frau Bumbaca isn't here 8th period, so I have a free period with no work to do.
I finaly got my art display up in the display cases! I'm so excited. I can't waint for the end of the week when i'll finaly see all of the comments that people have been making, even though most of them won't be very constructive, but they will hopefully give me more confidence.
Going to go and see Mastodon later tonight at the Electric Factory. So pumped for that. I havn't gone to a concert since September, October, so it will be nice to break out of my shell and go crazy finaly.

Roz

this picture expresses everything

Wed, 25 Apr 2007 17:39:13 GMT

got a free instead of a block of gym with lieb! woo-hoo! Just found this picture and it was expressing how i feel and it made me happy. Just to make it clear, this picture is not reflecting my emotions on the block free period that i have right now.

I feel hopeful, at peace, no longer distracted by the obstacles in my path, even though they seem to keep on blocking my way. i have grown so much, and im still growing and blooming, learning and enduring, enduring life. im running with my chin in the air, and with an ear to ear a smile of pure bliss and excitement.
"oh yes im fine,
everything's just wonderful,
im having the time of my life"

Rant: colors, feeling, life, pieces, what?

Wed, 21 Mar 2007 14:57:01 GMT

Weather: cold, damp and cloudy

What a dissmal day
just randmon thoughts
splattering onto here...yea
Wouldn't it me so cool if when you thought about something, or you felt a certain feeling, colors would creat an ora around your body. It would be so much easier, especialy when people are pissed off and dont want anyone near them, everyone wouldnt bother them since they would be all angry colors.
Although, sometimes i'm glad when people can't read my emotions, even though it is unhealthy to keep so much bottled up inside. I guess thats why we have friends and family. So we can talk to them and get help from them. To learn from one another to get the best and the fullest out of life. Life...
There are some many interpritations of life, it seems almost pointless to rant on about it since it can be petrayed in some many ways. Where it is to create a future, live in teh past, the moment, it doesnt matter what other people say about their opinions of life. People just have to learn to make their own.
To set your own goals and standards. One thing i have learned is that. If im comparing myself to someone else all of the time, that i will never be happy with myself. It would just keep on putting me down
down.
down..
down...
down....
down.....*SPLAT* (hit the ground)
You only can fall so far, and then gather the pieces and start all over. It just takes longer for some than others to stick them all back together. Sometimes they break into smaller pieces, some are big, some are lost.

That was a fun rant that went off to no where.
Roz

RISD

Tue, 13 Mar 2007 17:51:57 GMT

Weather: cloudy and warm

I got into Rhode Island School of Design for their summer precollege program. I can't believe that I got accepted. So yea, I'll be gone for 6 weeks, but I just hope that it will be all that I think it is.

Colorguard competition and no longer home allown

Fri, 09 Mar 2007 14:55:36 GMT

Weather: sunny, 35 degrees-ish, cold damit

Those evil librarians took my coffee away from me and wont give it back until i'm done here. So tired... energy slowly... decreasing... monkey brains... bllllaaahhhh...

Life has been pretty slow i guess. Mom and dad were going to go up north this weekend to the vacation house, but my spontaneous mother desided this morning that that was a no go in her book. As a result, no longer home allown, no relaxing quiet morning, no entertaing doom adventures, no... nothing.

At least on the bright side, Mrs. Civitella isnt her so i have a free 3rd period, and my free at 7th period. Will definaly knock out some of that homework.

Saturday 9/10: COLORGUARD COMPETITION!!!
Are you pumped bitches!!? Cause i am.
I have to remember to pack dinner, otherwise im going to starve!! Pretty excited, mostly because i want to see if we will place higher than last year. Yet, i don't want to get m hopes up. Its the first competition for RHS-CG this year, so of course im not expecting anything that amazing place wise, but i can always dream.
I just hope that the competition will be funa dn i can remeber my solo, or at least come up with something good to improvise if i have a brain fart. Yeah for brain farts!

Roz

Winter break

Fri, 22 Dec 2006 15:29:29 GMT

Weather: cool and cloudy

Wow, i havn't updated in such a long time.

So i start skiing on the 26th. I'm excited to get to see everyone again, even though half of the team from last year is at college now... grrr. Looking forward mostly to see if i'm going to die or not, especialy since i started training early this year.
I started traing over Turkey Break, so hopefully my body will be able to take all of the cold and pain for the next week, week and a half.

Work is being a bitch. Yea im working more so im making more money, but then again, im still getting paided NOTHING! $6.50 an hour is shit. I might ask for a bonus or a raise after the christmas madness is over, but ill have to see how my boss is. She so fucking stressed out.

Other than that, my dogs ate all of my christmas presents for my family, so that was another $80.00 down the drain. Have to go out and get new gifts for everyone now. Fuck.....

Not all that much homework that i have gotten yet for break. I just have to do a lot of stuff for art. Fuck you mrs. wolf, fuck you. Observation drawing, sculpture that can hold this huge ass grape fruit and i have to go to the art museum in philly and write my 6 page essay about a painting from there. When did art class change from arts and crafts to forced labor? At least ill have something to do when im not skiing and sleeping now.

Happy Holidays
Roz
<3

this weekend? vacation!

Fri, 17 Nov 2006 02:06:02 GMT

Weather: rain, tornado warning!?

Oh my goodness, sooOOOoo excited for this weekend!! Inbetween the pool table, darts, poker table, tv, "baking cookies" and crossing the delaware, "sploring" the woods, board games, and other funfun stuff, i dont know when we'll fine time to sleep. Hopefully we will have enough going on the entertain ourselves for the weekend.
Oh, and you guys fail, lol. Hate to burst your bubble. No one was able to make the thursday luggage drop off so, yea. You guys are all dropping it off tomorrow i guess, just be at my house on Friday by 3:15pm. We leave at 3:30pm
I'm just so excited to get out of Radnor for a bit. Its so annoying seeing all of the same things all of the time. I desperetly need a change in scenery. Plus it will be nice to get some sleep.
In between working 11 1/2 hours last week, and 18 hours this week, art classes, school, cello lessons and life in general, i get a little sleepy sometimes.
Speaking of school english paper, can't really put it off any more... drat.

<3
Roz

Weight on shoulders

Tue, 07 Nov 2006 05:01:57 GMT

Weather: sunny and warmer than normal

A weight is lifted off of my shoulders
A new chapter has started

Roz

im so dumb.... i lost it all

Sun, 29 Oct 2006 06:56:24 GMT

im retarted
im disfunctional
im a mess
im confused
im misleading
im too dumb for you
im better off giving up
but why do i bother with it
why do i try to think about it
why do i worry about it
why do i care about it
its easier to give up than to keep on trying
i should just start over
clear the table and wash the dishes
wipe it down and sparkle it clean
just leave it that way
and if nothing touches it then it cant be hurt

Cousin Coutney is cooler than you

Mon, 23 Oct 2006 01:24:38 GMT

Weather: warmish, 60

The orchestra tea was today. Pretty boreding, except i got to see my awsome cousin COURTNEY!! Shes 5 and shes definaly way cooler than you. We palyed in the band room. We played with the drum kit, the tambarin, the colorguard flags and (attempted to ) conduct. We then went into the orchestra room and played with the cellos and drew on the chalk board.

That was definaly the highlight on my weekend. Playing with my rad 5 year old cousin! Oh yea, be jealous, cause you not as cool as her! lol, sry im really mean.

<3
Roz

Music thingy... barri made me do it!!

Wed, 18 Oct 2006 23:44:23 GMT

weather: warm and cloudy

List seven songs you are into right now. No matter what the genre,whether they have words or even if they’re not any good, but they must be songs you’re really enjoying now. Post these instructions in your Live Journal along with your seven songs. Then tag seven other people to see what they’re listening to.

1. Yellow Cat (Slash) Red Cat- SAY ANYTHING
2. Writing on the Walls- UNDEROATH
3. Panic- COLDPLAY
4. 99 Red Balloons- GOLDFINGER
5. Future Freaks Me Out- MOTION CITY SOUNDTRACK
6. Decoration- THE EARLY NOVEMBER
7. Almond Eyes- TOKYO ROSE

Yea, im not gonna tag 7 people coze im way too lazy, but do it if you want to.

<3
Roz

$2000... how will i do this

Fri, 29 Sep 2006 16:05:57 GMT

Weather: .... i dont know

So school is mmkay... not doing as well as i want, but ill just have to keep on pushing forward.

I have to some how raise $2,000 so that his preformer can come to our school, Myckie Fawlen (i definaly spelled his name wroung). Good news is that i have my whole Jr. year to raise the money. Im thinking of selling diabetes braclets during lunch. Half of the money will go to the American Diabetes Association and the other half to the preformance, but thats problably only one of dozens of fun raisers that i will be doign this year.

So i need to get in touch with the American Diabetes Association and get a hold of at least 100, 150 braclets. I'm also thinking of selling shirts, but i cant think of what i would put on them, lol. So i need to work on that. The good news is that everytime i do a fundraiser i could sell the shirts on the side.

Any other ideas for fundraisers would be very much liked. so PLEASE HELP ME!!

Roz
<3

Quick Update on life and all of its glory

Wed, 20 Sep 2006 02:10:23 GMT

Weather: sunny and hot, 83 i think today?

Quick update for all you people out there.

Colorguard finaly learned all of the work for the half time show, except for some equipment work in the second song. Things are starting to look really good. I'm very happy. We have all of the drill work down too.
YEA COLORGUARD!

School: yuck. Teachers are attacking me with homework. It's a bit over whelming at times, but whatever. Just got to keep on pushing threw and hopefully i'll turn out mmkay.

KEVIN IS SUPER-DE-DUPER AWSOME!!
For those that don't know, i met this guy Kevin at a concert about 5, 6 weeks ago and we have been talking every night for at least an hour and texting all day. Last weekend we got together in philly on south st. and hung out wiht people. He is super awsome incase you didnt notice and we love the same music and moshing at concerts and all that good stuff. Yea, hes cute and i hope that you are jealous, lol. Sry, that was really evil of me.

School Schedual

Wed, 06 Sep 2006 23:58:57 GMT

Weather: sunny and kinda cool

Guess what time it is? School schedual time! Here's my schedual. Any advice about the teachers would be very much liked.

1>Adv Chemistry Buchak

2>American Lit H Pearsall

3>American Studies Civitella

4>Art Major H Wolf

5>Algebra 2 Troland

6>Prchestra H Gal

7>PE 11-12 Indiviual Lieb

8>German 4 Bumbaca

Band camp and whatnot

Thu, 24 Aug 2006 00:23:33 GMT

Weather: Sunny and kinda hot

So camp at ILC was amazing, although i met like 5 people that go to LM, but they're pretty cool i must say. I was really dumbed though that i missed the first week of band camp for the colorguard and i had no one at camp to cry about it to. Most because everyone was like:
"Wow, your sucha loser."
or
"What the heck is band camp, let alone colorguard?"

In the end, we had colorguard practice on Tuesday, today and tomorrow from 3 to 5 pm. I'm already learning the work for the 1st 2 songs and i have it memorize pretty well. I still have to learn the 3rd song and apparently there is going to be rifle work in the 2nd song that we wont learn until next week.
Equipment tryouts are next week too. So far Eliza and Brianna wanna tryout for rifle. Not really all that excited about that, but whatever.

For my birthday (which was AUGUST 16th, so im 17 now) barri is taking me to a concert at the trocadero to see Houston Calls, Quiet Drive and i can't remember that last one. Either way, im excited. Robyne and Leslie are going to be coming so its gonna be a double date.

Over all, life is good. Except for one boy how is really confused and i really need to talk to, but hes on vacation right now and doesnt have his cell so im all like "grrr....". Nothing big, dont worry about it.

<3
Roz

Camp Session 3 Finished

Fri, 04 Aug 2006 19:52:54 GMT

Weather: sunny and cool, light breeze

Camp is amazing! The first session just ended today. The next one will start on Sunday, with a whole bunch of new campers. I'm so excited, plus Jon-e boy will be there next session. I met a guy here who actualy goes to LM *gasp* and we have been going out now for like a week. Yea, screw you if you think in a whore and what not. I've been single for like a year, so shut up. His name is Dave and he is going to be here next session with me also, so i'm super excited.

I miss all of you guys dearly and hope that everything in good old little Radnor is A-Mmmmkay! Shut up, i know im such a loser! XP

Roz
<3

Heading off to camp soon

Wed, 19 Jul 2006 21:56:15 GMT

Weather: sunny and humid

I'm going to be head out to camp on saturday (yea thats this saturday, but i dont really think anyone reads my entries anyway, so whatever). Ill be gone for 4 weeks, and I'm super excited. I'm miss all of my boy toys there, and my awsome bitches!!

You cool cats have to write to me. Here is the address:
Rosalind Patterson
Independent Lake Camp
PO Box 38
Orson, PA 18449

Write to me bitches!! Oh, ill also be having my birthday at camp, so maybe if i find time i might organize a quick get together after camp or something. I have no real idea, but then again no one probably knows about this entry anyway ever existing.

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Goods and the Bads

Fri, 07 Jul 2006 19:43:14 GMT

Weather: sunny and warm, not humid

Well life isnt turing out all of that good. Last minute my mom says that Siggi can't visit, and the Early November concert at the Trocadero got sold out before I could get the tickets. I also have to go up north to the vacation house Saturday and Sunday, plus everyone is still on AMA.

On the bright side I get to see Circus Du-lay tonight, so that will be exciting. It's for Julia's belated birthday present. I also got to go and see the midnight showing of Pirates of the Carrabean 2, which was KICK ASS may I say. There was like a million kids there that graduated from Radnor in 2005.

Hopefully life will pull it's self back together soon and all will be well.

<3
Roz

Sat, 24 Jun 2006 17:49:26 GMT

Weather: rainy, thunder at 3:00amish

Wow, im going off to the other side of the pond, the UK! Im so excited. Peter Thia is going to be my plane buddy forr the flight there, but i dont know who is going to be my other one, considering that 3 can sit in a row. I hope its not liz, XP

Im going to be heading off at 4:00 to the airport and i have to be there around 4:30 to meet Mrs. O'ruke (yea i cant spell) and Mr. Payne. I still have to go out and get Emily some herseys bars. She is like in love with them, lol.

So ill be gone from today until July 3rd. I hopefully will be near a computer so i can update adn what not, but it is a 5 hour time difference (ill be 5 hours ahead of you homie-Gs).

Julia will be here July 1st so i cant wait for the trip to come to an end too. I dont think that i have ever been excited for a vacation to end before. That is definaly a first.

In other news, lol, Siggi (my guy friend from camp) might be coming to visit from July 10th the the 12th, so im excited about that, and if im really lucky Jon might come and visit, but my parents are weird sometimes, so i dont think that ill get to see Jon-e boy XC.

Kinda sucks though, coze i feel like im being used as a rebound for both of them, considering that Jon just broke up with his girlfriend a few weeks ago, and Siggi had to close something that was happening with him and this girl that he liked, I dont really know the details. What worse is that i really like the both of them, but if im just gonna be a rebound, i dont think that i wont that. BOYS SUCK BUTT SOMETIMES.

Oh well, peace out homies.
Ill see you July 3rd!
<3
Roz

summer vacation plans

Tue, 20 Jun 2006 01:45:01 GMT

Weather: sunny, super hot

So ife is going mmkay. summer vacation has officaly started, even though it feels like im going to be going back to school soon.

hopefully ill be seeing jon before i go to camp. i would love to go and visit him in New york, but then again mom and dad are crazy about that stuff.

Going to be heading off to the UK on the 24th of June. ill be back on the 3rd of July and Julia will be here, so i wont be so allown since everyone will still be on AMA at that time. i cant wait to see Julia again, my soul sister!!

camp starts later in the summer, last week in july, like the 24th or something. Ill be gone for 4 weeks of funfun adventures and will bring many stories back with me.
WRITE TO ME AT:
ROSALIND PATTERSON
PO Box 38
Orson, PA 18449
your letters will make me happy, and you are them gonna get a letter from me. oh snap!!

<3
Roz

I though that I would give it a shot

Sun, 28 May 2006 22:08:22 GMT

Weather: really hot

I thought that this would be alot of funfun to do. Lets see what rozzie-poo gets:

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Very entertaining, isnt it? Well, memorial parade is tomorrow, yuck... im gonna be super sweaty XP

<3
Roz

Bored

Tue, 23 May 2006 12:01:08 GMT

Weather: grrr... too early to remember

Well since I finished my research paper at home and not at school, and since everyone in my class is still working on their's, I have nothing to do. I'm really bored and thank goodness Livejournal isn't blocked. So I'll be having alot of short entrys for the next week.

Yea, you guess are gonna get really sick of all of my new entrys. Lucky you!
<3
Roz

my cell phone and heather's party

Mon, 22 May 2006 12:26:12 GMT

Weather: cool but nice out

I got my ghetto-fabulous, giant brick, awsome cell phone back. So I am happy about that. I also finished my research paper on a comparison of Shirin Ebadi and Antigone. Yea, I know that everyone is super jealous of me and wishes that they got to write that paper.

Other wise, life is mmmkay. I get to go to my friend Heather's birthday party on saturday. She is one oh my most awsome rad buds from Independent Lake Camp (over night camp). I can't wait to see her and all of my other camp buds and some of her friends.

*does a dance*
Life could be better, but I'm not gonna complain
<3
Roz

I LOST MY GIANT CELL!!

Sat, 20 May 2006 00:07:50 GMT

Weather: Rainy, then sunny, now cool outside. Whatever, summer weather is always a rollercoaster.

I lost my cell phone. Yes, my giant getto-fabulous brick phone. I think that I left it at the high school, but I don't want it to get stolen or anything. Then again, who would want to have a giant brick for a cell phone? Whatever.

If you see it or anything, just tell me cause as obnoxious as my cell phone is, I still <3 it. It's my baby (, well my big baby)!!

Thanx guys
<3
Roz